"All I See Is You"- A Poem

He put me in the ICU. All I see is you. Day two & I swear I was through. 19 years & I really considered giving it all to you. Rewind, skip months, because the day I saw you I knew. Monday became my favorite day of the week, because I knew I'd always see you. & I knew you were wrong, but if you were wrong, I didn't wanna be right. See I was hella sprung, & I was hella tight, but you were constantly saying how you could hit it right. & I ignored signs, kinda like when I drive, Because I was in the ICU- all I see is you. & I was struggling with how I was gonna survive. Because I knew if I gave it up to you, you warned me that your feelings would change, But I knew mine would remain the same & then our relationship would just become strange. So what do I do? You said you were like a drug- and this couldn't be more true. See you were my fix, a nice high I wanted everyday. I craved you so bad, that you put me in the ICU- all I could see was you. But I can't see you anymore. I love me indefinitely & if you can't commit, then none of this is legit. & yes I'm an addict, I like you beyond compare. But you're not worth me hitting & being left in despair. He put me in the ICU. All I saw was you.